It is hard sumtimes for me to pour out my feelings.
Most of the time, i will just smile and think positive.
but to keep it in me for a long time, i tink i will be the one who is gonna suffer.
Maybe wat he said is true. Analyse and say it out when the atmosphere and time is right.
So i did, i feel stupid though. Knowing that it's gonna sound stupid,
sumhow, i manage to gather my courage and ask.

Do u feel jealous sumtimes? (Whoa.. It has been a long time!)

There u go.
It's funny how i can be keeping this feeling to myself and be ignorance like nothing happened.
Although i know, its burning in me.
I just keep quiet and keep it first.
Damn, since when i become such a patience person??
But its good.
Even though the situation is not such a dramatic one, i do still feel it.
Maybe i've not been feeling that way for such a long time and
dont really know how to voice it out.
Told myself it's nothing.
That it's all right.
Look at it in a bigger picture.

But being a girl,
no matter how egoistic you really are,
by putting a mask like it's really ok,
like telling yourself that you can handle it,
telling yourself the whole thing is like a Chicken Feet,
there is surely this monster wanting to crawl out of its cage.
Baby monster. Not a big one.
Kalau big one da susah tu.. hehe..

I do get my answer in the end.
Although its not up to my satisfaction,
I try to understand the situation.
Well, everybody has their point of views right?

I have got to respect wat they got to say.
Coz if i am going continue shooting my questions,
it's gonna be very ugly.
Whats the line deary?
SOMEBODY'S GONNA GET HURT REAL BAD!!

posted by fickleezard
at 2:51 AM

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